Gained something in my life today and it's about:


Moving on...
Letting go...




An easy concept, but takes damn lots of effort to actually make it happen!

I've had times where I need to move on with a bad experience or tragedy. Moving on in a relationship seems to be something that I've yet to tackle and understand fully. I don't mean in relationships that I had... but more like girls that I like or liked but I've never gave up on.

Spoke to an old friend of mine... someone that I've known for many years. I know she has no idea the feeling i have for her and that she does not have any interest in me as well. However, inside me today a force kept pushing me that I needed to tell her something and that it is something I'm supposed to do too.

She's someone that I've liked and I know I've moved on... or so I thought. She's in a different country and she has been in many relationships b4... but somehow the feeling of envy and regret still lingers around me when she's with someone and the *tingly* feeling whenever I see her.

So I told her everything on the spot... and as I chatted with her, 1 thing came into realisation... is that I always had the fear of rejection! It was the root of all evil for my inability to move on in relationships and letting it go! This task was meant to be done ages ago but just didn't had the guts to do so. After the conversation... I felt a new breadth of fresh air around me. This event had given me lots of answers I've been questioning myself throughout the years.

My advise to the kids out there? Don't be afraid of rejection! In relationship or in making decisions... if you're accepted or your idea is well conceived then congrats, but if you've been rejected, heads up! Opportunities will still be there as long as you take the effort to achieve it... WILL POWER is the key! Remember:

"What doesn't kill us... makes us stronger! -Friedrich Nietzsche-"

By the way here's someone I've always wanted to confess to the world... been admiring this person for a damn long time... gosh I can't stand it no more.

CECH FABREGAS!! Come to UNITED bah!! You're one my of greatest inspiration...


Till then! =)

Deep Thoughts

Being all alone in Sydney does makes you think a lot.

Recently an episode from Family Guy got me thinking...

I know... that cartoon is sick, disturbing and tasteless some might say, but to me is a good show which tackles people's life in reality in a no nonsense and frank way. Anyway it was an episode which casts of family plays Little Rascals parody...



Almost at the end of the episode, both Peter and Quagmire were through with impressing and chasing after gurls after a bad experience... so they both vowed not to be with a gurl never again! Fast forward to the future both of them were sipping fine juices(alcohol) living in a nice comfortable mansion... before the end Quagmire said: "Damn we're filthy rich! Cause there are no gurls to distract us!" or something like that down the line.

So maybe...just maybe, that might be true! Feeling the effect that I'm more focused and concentrated. Cause the time u spend are either yourself or work, that is all.

OR

Should I stick to the saying that "Behind every successful man, lies a woman"

Ahrgh! More thoughts to ponder upon! >(

Well well well!

Went to Sydney Entertainment Center to attend Hillsong's live recording as an audience for their Live 2009 Hillsong album. It's an experience I can never forget.





Too my surprised as well... it was my long lost class mate of CHS: Cheah Chin Fei, famed for his Scouting expertise and passion, 24th Birthday! His friends did surprised him as well... cause I was just as surprised! =p

The NSW Era

Howdy howdy everyone?! It's been a long time I know... but just couldn't commit myself to take the time to upload and write, takes up too much of my time. Guess that's what you get for working Saturdays! =(

So here are some updates together with photos of my time here in Sydney so far:

These 2 photos are one of the pics taken during my road trip from Melbourne to Sydney.


(View from Doncaster)Hot-air balloon, which normally flies to Yarra Valley during the weekend on a perfect weather


A town sitting at the border of NSW and VICTORIA~


After settling down a month in Sydney, I decided to go out every Sunday to a tourist attraction in the city so that I can introduced places for my guests to visit. You can't tell how good the food is until u taste it yourself rite?

So one of my first day trip was to the Powerhouse Museum near Darling Harbour. Is a museum for all thing innovative.



They currently have a Star Wars Exhibition. Believe me... is a Sin for me to enter such realm!!



Why you might ask...


HMmmmMmm...


These are some of the cool stuff I found in the museum. Sorry I can't show everything... took like 100+ pics!


DAMN!! THT's LIVE FALLOUT TECH!! Looks like 1, Feels like 1 and Sounds EXACTLY like 1!!!


Welcome to RAPTURE!!





damn.. think I played too much game in my life. =p


Inside a Space Shuttle at the "Space" section of the museum.




Now the Star Wars pics... Might hate Jedis... but am a sucker for anything has Sses in it... ie: 'S'pace'S'hip







That's all for now! Live Long & Prosper mates!